I vent. I’ll give someone a call, meet them somewhere, sit with them in mine or their car, talk, cry, and hopefully feel better.

I can’t do that here. I don’t have many friends…and the less than a handful that I have I don’t feel like I can run to them like I can with my family and best friends back home. And I feel like the hubby just gets tired of me being upset about the same thing (even if he doesn’t)

I’ve already come to the conclusion that southern hospitality doesn’t exist here. And that it’s really south eastern hospitality…complete culture shock for someone who is used to making friends instantly. There’s not many friendly people you’ll run into and the ones that seem friendly turn out to be the exact opposite. People here need to take lessons from some of the people back in Florida…I’m going to drive myself nuts here.

I need a best friend that I can see, hug, hold, laugh with, do nothing with, talk to, run to walmart with, and heck to just have a marathon of some tv show with.

I miss you. All of you.

• I don’t have many friends in texas and it gets kinda lonely
• There’s Ryan’s friends that are also mine, which I’m not going to lie they’re pretty fun
• I feel like when I moved away I left everything at home…which every time I think about it, I did.
• It’s finally November!  Which means I get to see a little piece of home.  Miss Sam :)
• I can’t wait to get drunk and party with her
• And try to make some yummy yummy food!
• Sometimes I don’t feel like I’m married because I didn’t have a real wedding
• Which makes me even more excited for June 9 2012
• I need a crazy night with Raymond and ALL my friends back home
• I feel like my work friends are just that…work friends.
• I’m in need of a night of some drinking and dancing and games
• I wouldn’t mind a delish hibachi dinner tonight, but that’s not going to happen
• I’ve been watching the Vampire diaries lately and it’s a pretty catchy show and kind of make me excited for the new twilight movie to come out
• Last night I tried to convince Ryan’s friend that if we are still here for another year that we should all rent a house
• Because I can’t cook dinner for two people and we always have to invite people over when I cook
• But Martinez is a ton of fun and reminds me of Raymond…except he’s a man slut, but I’m not judging
• I need Ryan to come home, I’m bored