I have 43 days left until I see Ryan. Which means I need to buckle down on looking amazing. I’ve only lost six pounds in three weeks, ha it needs to be more than that. Psh and if Ryan lost all his weight to less than what he was before we started dating that means I will too. Hopefully. Which is means I need to lose 5 more pounds to get where I was when we started dating. Gahhhh...
sick of crying come back home my love, i miss you so much right now.
You're my rock.