Riddle me this:

Why do I still attract girls when I’m married?

and straight.  ohhhhh welllll, nothing I can do about it.  
haha at least I know I still got it ;) hahah jkjk I know I never lost it :P 

So, I’ve finally started going back to the gym and it felt amazing!  It felt so good sweating again and I can’t wait to be sore tomorrow and go again!

On the other hand…I’m feeling extremely overwhelmed with all this wedding stuff.  I know I’m already married. so why do I want to get married again?  I want a real wedding in a church, but trying to get married in the catholic church is harder than expected and it is driving me crazy.  June 9th is our wedding date and I’m having trouble trying to schedule a Pre-Cana (marriage class) course. The church we’ve been going to wants us to be registered for six months before we can even talk to the priest…what kind of bull is that?  

Now, my current mission is to find a church that will let an already married military couple take a marriage course…fax the paperwork to our church in Florida…and let us get married how I want to!  It’s just so difficult that it gives me a headache just thinking about the fact that I have to TRY to explain all this to someone multiple times to probably multiple churches.  I feel like I can’t do it…where’s my support system?

I opened my bible tonight…the one I got from a retreat when I was in high school.

I remember that retreat so well. How spiritual it was, how close my bond was to God, and the instant connection everyone had with each other and how everyone was there for each other.

I miss that. I miss going to weekend retreats fully devoted to the Lord surrounded by people that were my age just as passionate.

It seems like being that passionate here is taboo. It’s like once you move out the serious test is if you can go to church without your parents forcing you or even mention the Lord in a conversation.

I feel so out of place here sometimes

to have some dipndots…

By Richard Marx will ALWAYS make me tear up a little